Life has its ups and downs

Well, if any of you follow me on facebook, you have probably seen that I have not been my usual self lately. I've been just down in the dumps. I've struggled more with depression here then I have any other time in my life, which speaks a lot since i've never experienced depression. There is a lot going on and a lot to think about to plan our futures. Things seem so uncertain and that is something hard for me to deal with. I like to plan and know what is going on, and right now, I just need to let everything in the hands of God. I know he has the best plan for us. I'm praying to learn to be more dependent on allowing God to full fill my (our) lives and I know that we will be better people for it, its just hard giving everything over. Please pray for us as we make our decisions. I guess it has hit me hard with upcoming deployment and everything seems to hit at once.
Here is todays picture, I actually beat Shane at bowling